December 4, 2004

freedom from me

i know that i'd be free
if only i'd let myself be
truly, what i have learned
astouds me but still i
shroud me afraid to be seen
afraid i'm unclean still but
what is this, my own version
of purity that i measure
only me?

afraid of fear has lead me
here against an internal storm
i wave my sails but still inside
this kaleidascope the answers
are not 1, 2, 3 but a pattern
that leaves me battered by my
inability to see beyond what
the past has done to me

i know that it is time to let it go
but but is a word that is holding me
consoling me is it so easy to claim this
perpetual misery?
i know that i'd be free if only i
let myself be
but where is the justice in my jury
when they all have distorted faces
distorting facts saying that i caused
these things to come to past

i need a gentleness to my hands
i need a sweet sound to swell my sails
till i reach the land
till i learn to read this map
the complex knots of it knots in
my stomach and knots in my back
knots to the past and knots of the
future a tapesty not a straight line
i see
i know i could be free
if only i let myself be.
Posted 3 years, 75 months ago on December 4, 2004
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